Today's grumbles started earlier. Not even a tin full of deliciousness could help.
From where I'm sitting there are a number of issues, the first is that having nothing to do at the moment. This has led to entirely too much time with just myself for company (already!) and I suspect this is a big contributing factor to the other 2 big problems.
1) I don't think I can do it. This was something I tweeted last night, leaving "it" undefined. Having given it some thought there are many "it"s. Some are very trivial, some are much bigger in magnitude. All are hurdles, I can either fight and get over them, or turn and take a different path - but that path will probably have hurdle too. So then what?
2) Ouch. Something's been added into the mix of post-surgery pain. Something unpleasantly familiar. The same thing that led to the surgery in fact. I shall try and retain optimism but if it really is still there then, well...I go back to point 1.
I'll get past this at some point, I know I'm being silly so I just hope it is soon!